ReSiliEnt ReDza...

so, this new year eve, we as muslim cannot celebrate it 'gile2'...cos this is not our prophets tradition, moreover this has been widely celebrated by non

muslim across all the globe....so, we just sit down at home and blogging....that's better...hehe...

so what i'm gonna post in my latest post...hehe...indeed it must be about what's had been happening this year...what had been happening for the past 365 days...or 8760 hours..or 525600 mnutes...or 31536000 seconds ago...since the first january of 2009...i cannot remeber all events that happen to me in this period of time.....but as far as i remember, i tulisla....hu5...

one of the biggest thing happen to me in 2009, is of course getting into utp...haha...this majestic 'utp' has never across my head....eventhough i used to live at bote,just 15 kilometres away from the campus...but when i passed across in front the university by car or by bus, i've imagined to enter this high level institutes...because i've been dreamin

g to go to oversea...like australia or europe...hehe...but the dream go away...

of course its about my spm result..haa...that's also affect me through the journey across 2009....luckily i got 9A's + 1B in my spm...wahaha...luckily??indeed..we have to syukur right??hehe...because i target much more lower than i got.... but of course la we hope the best right?but what we got is what we deserve....and that affect my studying...because with that result, i didn't apply for any oversea scholarship, like most of my friends did...they apply for jpa,mara...and most of them want to go to oversea... and most of them apply for

medicine school...but i think for me, it'll gonna be my last option...hehe...

then,another thing that pop out from 2009 is...i got a nephew!!..HAHAH

A...my eldest sister give birth to this little cute child...hehe...nik ahmad zakwan is his name....wahh...so cute and chubby boy...well, he came to this world just 4 days after my birthday...so i spend my first semester break with him...just looking around him because his mother stay at my home when she in 'pantang'.... i proud to be 'ayah su'...hehe...i wonder what's my feeling when this kid has grow up and call me 'ayah su!'...hehe...cute huh?hu4....

(wajah2 keceriaan...nampk je sdey tu..hehe)

haaaaaaa....another important event this year...im not kampung boy anymore...wahaha...riak skg ak..hu5....i had move to puchong...from bote...hu5...b4 this when i study near kl(rawang) , my house is far away at bote, but now when im studying at utp,tronoh, my house move to puchong..wahaha...what a coincidence!but i like this...i love to be far from home...not because i did not miss my papa and mama(hehe..tulis inggres,ma and abah kena upgrade ar..hehe) but because i'd like to to independant, to do thing on my own...to stand on my own feet....hehe... if you have free time,come drop to my home..at bandar kinrara,puchong...call before coming!...hu6..

actually,most of the ups and downs througout 2009 happens in utp..indeed because most of my time i spent there...hu5...there's a lot to say actually..like having motocycle accident there with akmal..hehe...then ..but some of them gonna be secret to myself and people who know the truth...hurm..

so.....2009 has gone..just hoping for the better 2010...to become the real muslim, a hardworking student, a loyal son and a kind hearted person...what have gone,let it gone....the important thing, keep up the good value in you (me as well) and try to keep changing, day to day, to a better person....and for all my friends, please forgive my past mistake to all of you...im not the best person, but nobody perfect right?please help me in all sorts of things in lyf...and nice to have u guys in my life......

(leaving the worse yesterday, hoping for the better tomorrow...)

~~ALLAH knows the best~~~(^_^)

A very2 cheerful greeting...

Hurm,its a week since i post the last post..hehe...it is all about the hectic exam week...wahaha...but now, im free (maybe for awhile, but its still a free.hu5...)....now its time for blogging...heating up the fingers, pressing the black,soft keyboard in front of me...

Now,im alone, in my room..Why?where's my friend...???hu5....they all have gone back for the semester break....In this peaceful circumstances, i dont know what to do, except than blogging and and surfing the internet....While waiting for papa and mama ( baru tgk cite papadom.....hehe) to take me to puchong, better for me to blog a little....since i seldomly post anything in my post in the past 2 weeks....

So, what's the end all about....of course la about foundation..hehe.....getting through this period of time its like a walk in the mud. can u imagine that???hu5...when the time to take out one feet, the mud take another into it,deeper and deeper...but now its the end..no more mud..hu5....its like walking on the pavement, you can go anywhere and do whatever you want to do...hu5...

my close friend, had gone back yesterday and just now...luqman, with his father is going to kedah( his proud...hu5) yesterday, after the friday obligatory prayer and playing PES with me..hehe..(sorry man, i did not manage to hug you for the last time of this semester...isk4...)

afifi, going towards kl, preparing to fly to sarawak this morning...he went back with his family, also after friday prayer... but i manage to hug him...hehe...he is very proud because he said sarawak is the only state that he never go in his life...meaning that he has travel in all state in malaysia..hahaha....

mad tau, famous with his newly-cut hair with rebonding style also went back with his family after prayer...i'd search him in his room, but he is not there went i want to hug him...hu5...(naseb ang le mad tau..hak4...)...

amin also went back yesterday, with his family......ber went to kl this morning, preparing himself with STE programme with other petronas scholar...hu5....akmal, again, went back alone, with his lompat2 bas style from ipoh to sungai petani...hu5....( hope he will not sleep in bus station anymore...ha4)...

tantalizingly, jena and hakim are convoying with their bikes...just went back this morning, leaving me alone in this small room...hu5...

nothing to do....nothing to say....nothing to study also...hehe.....anyway, the results is heart-pounding moments to wait...as this sem is amazingly far,far more difficult than last semester...(i think..hu5)...but tawakkal, prayer is never go away from mind...hu5...wish us the best of luck for the undergraduate next sem...hehehe....

~~ALLAH knows the best~~~ (^_^)

Namun pertama-tamanya penulis ingin mengucapkan 'Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha" kepada semua rakan2 dan pembaca blog penulis ini...Moga Eidul Adha tahun ini bersemi dengan cinta kepada-Nya...

Jadi mungkin pembaca sudah boleh meng agak apa yang akan penulis post kali ini...Sudah tentulah pasal Eidul Adha ( selalunya orang sebut raya haji...apa2la...janji semua

paham...)...Hendak atau tidak, nak atau xnak, orang mesti akan cakap pasal 'Pengorbanan' . Yelah, nama pun raya korban,mestila cerita pasal pengorbanan.Takkan nak tulis pasal cinta lak..hehe...Tapi betulkah tak boleh cakap pasal cinta masa raya haji ni???hehe...ni yang penulis ingin sampaikan...

Lumrahnya, mungkin semua pembaca sudah mengetahui kisah Abbul Anbiya, Ibrahim a.s dan anakanda beliau, Ismail a.s . Kisahnya tercatit dalam al-Quran dan diceritakan panjang lebar oleh pengarangnya, ALLAH ta'ala.

Jadi,its not all about sacrification, but more essential and need to be taken care of, which is the Ultimate Love to the Creator, ALLAH s.w.t..Jadi apa yang penulis ingin sampaikan pada blog kali ini berkisar tentang cinta Agung Ibrahim kepada Khaliq nya, Rabbul 'Alamin...

1) Pengorbanan tanpa cinta adalah kudung.dan kedua2 ini saling memerlukan; tiada cinta tanpa pengorbanan,tiada pengorbanan tiada cinta. Biasanya lah, waktu kita bercinta, mesti la kita nak berkorban untuk si die. Kan?sebab kita nak tunjukkan betapa cinta kita kepadanya. Yang tak disuruh pun buat. "Tak apelah,abang pergi beli kejap, bukan jauh pun," (walaupun tempat yang dituju tu jauh.Hu4..). Standard ar tu kan. Norma manusia, setiap benda yang ada mesti ditunjukkan. Sampai ada yang terbabas sampai melahirkan anak kerana ingin sangat 'menunjukkan' cinta kepada boyfriend nye..(naudzubillah).Manusia, biasalah tu..

2) Dalam konteks nabi ALLAH Ibrahim a.s, kisahnya lebih kurang serupa. Kisahnya, si Ibrahim a.s ini sudah lanjut usia, namun tidak memperoleh cahayamata untuk meneruskan misi berdakwah kepada masyarakat nya ketika itu. Lalu beliau berdoa kepada ALLAH swt agar diberikan anak. Lalu, ALLAH swt yang Maha Mendengar, menjawat rintihan khalil (kekasih) nya itu. Walaupun pada mulanya beliau tidak percaya apa yang akan berlaku, namun keyakinannya beliau terhadap ALLAH swt sungguh tinggi, hinggakan beliau dikurnia kan cahaya mata. Jadi yang menjadi persoalannya, dimanakah cinta nya kepada ALLAH swt?

Buktinya, walaupun Ibrahim baru sahaja menimang cahaya mata, ALLAH swt menguji beliau, nak lihat samada betulkah si Ibrahim ini cinta terhadap Yang Maha Esa ini. ALLAH swt menyuruh nya MENYEMBELIH anak yang di idam2 kan setelah sekian lama. Nah, disinilah detik2 paling genting untuk si Ibrahim as ini. Namun setelah dipujuk oleh anaknya, mereka berdua pun menjalankan misi yang ditugaskan kepada mereka. Dipendekkan cerita, tatkala Ibrahim as meletakkan pisau di leher Ismail as, ALLAH menggantikan korban si Ismail itu dengan seekor qibash...Maka, terciptalah Hari Raya EidAdha a.k.a Hari Raya Haji a.k.a Hari Raya Korban

Lihat lah betapa beliau cinta terhadap pencipta nya , cinta yang tiada tolok banding nya kepada Rabbul Jalil, sanggup melakukan sedemikian terhadap anaknya. Siapa sanggup menyembeli anak sendiri. Sedangkan nak sembelih ayam pun berat, ni kan anak sendiri.Lihat lah cinta agung si Ibrahim ini sehinggakan mendapat jolokan Khalilullah a.k.a Kekasih ALLAH, bahkan tarafnya lebih tinggi daripada Habibullah a.k.a (juga) Kekasih ALLAH..Maknanya, sungguh besar cinta nya kepada ALLAH..MasyaALLAH...

3) Dan jangan kita lupa juga, pengorbanan dan cinta Ismail as terhadap ALLAH swt. Kalau beliau tidak memujuk ayahnya, dan tetap bertegas tidak mahu disembelih, saya rasa tidak akan ada Hari Raya Korban. Hu4....manakan tidak, dia sanggup 'dibunuh' oleh bapanya sendiri.Sebabnya? Beliau yakin akan kurniaan ALLAH swt kepadanya; bukan di dunia, tetapi di Akhirat yang kekal abadi....

Dimanakan kita?? Saya pun tidak jamin dapat mencintai ALLAH separuh hati saya. Kita manusia,nak tak nak, kenalah juga cinta kepada si Tuhan ini, kalau tidak dimanakah kita selepas mati nanti. Syurga tujuan kita, namun neraka kah pengakhiran kita???? Naudzubillah....Fikir2 kan lah.." Fikir sejenak itu lebih berharga daripada solat sunat 1000 rakaat"

salam..this message i got from luqman. He send me through ym while i was chatting...

so who are admitting himself worshipped to the Only God, please take note on this..

some might have doubt to this news/message, but as for precaution step ( ihtayat), just chose another coffee shop. there still plenty of coffee shop out there...even muslim one...as far as im concern, the coffee shop or kopitiam (more frequently called) has grow like mushroom after rain..hehe...so, this is just information..take good, leave bad...amin..

"Starbucks HARAM, ISO 9002 JABATAN IMEGRESAN HALIMAH BINTI HAM Z AH PASUKAN PETUGAS PROGRAM MS ISO9002 JABATAN IMIGRESEN MALAYSIA Please note that all chocolate, vanilla and coffee drinks at Coffee Bean and Starbuck contains E471 (Emulsifier 471), mono di-glycefideswhich is from animal origin (pork). Raspberry Frap uses cherries that has been dip n alcohol & the tiramisu contains RUM. Please pass this message to our muslim friends. Call JAKIM 03 - 8886 4000 for more information. Thank you INI ADALAH TANGGUNGJAWAB KITA SEBAGAI SAUDARA SESAMA MUSLIM, SAMPAIKAN KEPADA RAKAN-RAKAN YANG LAIN... "

~~ALLAH know the best~~~

hurm..we meet again in other post...wahaha...feel like book has not like me anymore..so instead of doing nonsense thing, better for me to write sumthing in my page...haha..in fact i got a marvelous experience to share with all of you....personally, when i got to know that im selected to go for a camp on weekend my heart said " cis..ade je nak kacau holiday aku..hu5"...but then the perception was 180 degrees rotated..haha..it not really a camp, which i originally think that it would be at a camp site, sleeping in the tent in all sorts of creepy,crawled insect...however i went to a program( rather than camp!) which organised by utp...it was held at Red Mount..(sounds freaky right..haha..) it just Bukit Merah...

anyway, after disastrous week of test, i had to go to future leaders( am I???) program at red mount...somewhere in perak......we have to gathered at bus office( is it the name??hehe) at 9..but then i only packed my clothes an hour before that...(like usual..hehe)...i did manage to put all the stuff in my bag...realising it is just 3 days program,so i d

id not bring much clothes..just nice for the period... what really sad is the bus did not move until 11.30 am!..haha..its all due to insufficient numbers of students who should go for the program.some of them even did not reply any answer to get along to the program or not...so we have to wait until few international student to follow our journey...

wajah2 ceria di red mount..hehe

so we arrived there approximately at 1.30..and miss our jumaat prayer..(considered musafir)..then after we had our very delightful lunch, we are divided to out respective room...each room has 3 members...me, jena and hadhri( civil students) get to one room...6436..haha..the lucky room number..as i first step into the room, i was quite stunned...haha...it was more than i expected...it was kinda hotel, but a budget one...but it still ok....with air conditioner, nice bathroom and cozzy bed....hehe...even the tv is running ok....after that we get to take bath, change cloth and pray jama' ly...hehe...

the comfy bed..hehe

soon, we have to go to the seminar room(kinda) for our activities..in fact, all 'lecture' is in that room...so that evening we got briefing for the program and at night, mr syazwan share his thought with us..it was splendid moment than...no stress...just a relax and empathic environment... then after it was ended, we get to our apartment and have some supper and went to our respective room...

the first day was O.K...hehe...

for the next day, wait for another post...

journey to red mount is not over yet..wait...hehe...

~~~

the morning starts with full of suspens..the math test starts as early as 8 am...

so of us still did not manage to open their eyes completely....but they have to go to multipurpose hall...ready??not quite actually...i just came into the hall with not pretty much confidence despite did not prepare much....hehe...

first i look at the question.."ok"...hurm..then pages by pages, sweat starting came down on my cheek...."cis..kuang ajar punya soalan..."...haha...after reading the question, it get more tougher and tougher.....as time passes, i focused on every questions....i dont know what i have done in that test, but what i know, it was the worst test for me this semester!!!...

then during the interval of the morning until the next test, nothing much happened...just preparing for the chemistry test at 6 pm( scheduled...hu5..)...

but then the test start at 6.30...theres another group of students who are taking the exam until 6.30...i dont know what was really happened...maybe utp's system had been ruined due to trimester planning...just maybe, not blaming others..hehe...

so the test start at half past six and it was going almost perfectly............the question is not the brawniest question...but i did a big mistake..taking a bet with very the brave action...but im not going to tell you the mistake...cause i was so embarrased...hahaha....then the test was over...and that was the last paper for the week......which full of test ....everyday is test..haha......

hope you enjoy with the all three parts of most exhaus'test' week of all time...

haha...

~~ALLAH knows the best...~~~

then, at 10 am, the chemistry class is going as usual..what have been lectured that i morning, i have forgotten it..( what a lazy person)..hehe....after that, we just went back to our own room.continuing studying icis...hehe....but after zohor prayer, luqman came to my room and ask (in his kedah loghat..)

' jena, nak p ka dak ni???'...

jena replied ' tengok la bdak2 cmna...klu depa p, ak p ar...'( if im not mistaken..)..and then man told that akmal( ict student) is willing to go...because he did not have test...its ok...

then luqman came again at our room....and ask the same question...and jena said the same thing... but then the akmal refuse to go to the talk...so all of us became quite upset because nobody is going there...then surprisingly luqman offer himself to to there... but then ber, hakim, and amin came to our room...seem that their are going to the talk....so in the split second jena said ' klu ang pegi, ak pun ikut skali la...'..having heard that jena said that, i quickly change my clothes and get prepared to go there...( eventhough icis note is not 'khatam' yet..)hehe...

so mat tau and afifi get prepared as well and also get ready for the test....

without wasting minutes and second, we rushed to pocket d, realising we are fifteen minutes off the time...some of us jus jog quickly, so that we did not miss any important point...as we arrived there, we take lift and go to lecture room d3..as we enter the room, almost all seat have been took by others student.but then what makes us very hot is the talk is CANCELLED...waaa... wasting time la....better for me to stay at room...but luckily the day is quite gloomy and windy..somehow it took away our angry,..then we chose to stay at the cafe..waiting for 5 o'clock for the test..after that we went for asar prayer at undercroft, just near to the big irc a.k.a library...hehe...

soon, we went out of the praying room and want to go to the multipurpose hall...wat makes us worry is the rain is pouring like cat and dog...very2 the lebat..hehe....so, we got no other choice than running to the hall...luckily is only yard away from irc...seconds after i dashed to the hall, unluckily for muhaimin, he fell down, right in the midddle of the road caused by slippery road..luckily no car passes that road..his right hand injured quite heavily..until now he still feel the pain..luckily he is left handed person..

so at 5.10, we start off our icis test.bit unlucky for mechanical student as some of them need to go to other room cause the hall is not big enough for the whole group...but it was ok la..for me..hope the marks is also ok..hua3...

then the night, we got listening english test..not much to story about( because i am lazy to story in detail..hu5)...we started at 8.30 and went back at 9.30...luckily we can discuss.so bit easier lar for us...

so that was the day..wednesday..another horrible day of the bad week...hehe...

another post for the thursday one and the exciting trip to bukit merah...haha....k...

daa~~~

Thats my expression of what had been happened in the last 5-6 days...it was exhausting, tired and frustration days for me personally. Actually what i am talking now is about i called "most exhause(test) Week "...hehe...indeed it was full of test with all subject is rushing out to finish the test as soon as possible.... all 5 subjects that i took, which is math, english,physics, chemistry and intro to computer having their test today.....let me tell you the journey..hehehe....

first of all... monday,2nd november...the day start as usual...i woke up in the morning and prepare for the first class of the day...engineering math's class. it was an ordinary class after all, same goes to tutor after that...realising the physics having lab test at noon, i was bit nervous then...with no icis class, i get prepare for the lab test..reading previous experiment that we've done,pages by pages... but i cannot concentrate...then i get to know that i in the second class of the experiment...which start at 12.55... i got to partner with naim, my kelantanese classmate... the experiment is well conducted by both of us..( it was an easy one..hehe..)...then we went to other room to answer the experiment's question..again, not much problem on that( maybe)..hu5...that was the first test of the week...indeed, it gave little problem to me...( i guess..hu5)...

the next day...tuesday,3rd november...math class again start typically...like other math class...then another test is waiting for us..icis ( intro to computer and information system) lab test...the night before that, we practice the exercise using microsoft excel and access..it not hard actually unless you did not understand the steps...so the test started at nine...we are given different sets of question in each group...but i got the same with jena...we are dealing the question easily..but i did not confirm that i get full mark...because one question did give me trouble...but i just take granted on it....

the next test, i have to post it in another day...i got things to do...going to camp!!..hu5..

sory guys...

to be continue....

huhu, its 1:36 in the morning, and im still awake!!!...

eventhough icis test 2 is waiting for me at 5 pm...

have i study enough??..or just take for granted??

tawakkal is the last hope...

just having cheese naan with luqman n ber,

after amin and hakim went out to taman maju...

with cups of bean soy...

enough to make my eyes fresh and do not want to close...

sleep or not? sleep or not??sleep or not...??sleep or not...??

still a trivial question....

i need to rest but my tummy said " NO...after eat, NO sleep...

but dark condition around me make me want to sleep...

thank god...no lab at all 2morrow...class start at 10 am...

still got time for icis last revision...

sorry guys...pillow is waiting for me...i have to sleep with it...ah...my lovely...

should i compare thee to summers day...( look!...how important my pillow to me...hehe)

enough...!...nonsense....anyway, have a nice sleep guys..see you tomorrow....

k...(^_^)